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Thursday, April 5th, 2012
5:59 am

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back to the old mechanism

now can you relive its working swear as before and now how much havoc since it was not known?

mood: apprehensive

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Sunday, April 1st, 2012
6:08 am

subject to veilure multiple jump-off points at reverie churn a glyphing buy a malt

flee write overt hustle uses in fury her earthness shed shorn the air of aces in the vault to a halt in fate urned hesitanies cupside-in convex inverted protuberances

mood in the mud-moist foundations other worlds constant plea

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Tuesday, December 13th, 2011
3:34 am - current

current electrick(flag) Waltzhaven luck retire veil back where never before in life have been less in the fray: fray-free less stress you dreamin' yeah admit but 'least can see 'n' other senses workin' too within reach out 'n' touch it though not yet there

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Sunday, November 20th, 2011
4:10 am - confess gladly so-blessed/blissed affirmafflux

entity got me must admit that that entity surely did indeed: caught me write up into it even though i have no way to describe the experience but _do_ note the "i" in very partial tribute and commemoration

current mood: and now/then of this now

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Saturday, November 19th, 2011
6:02 pm - wonder at what it all could be

now to rejoin by write of the pen though digital whatever way back in to let be known on the screen is this a turning point in history? something that hasn't happened in hundrds of years or something that has never before happened in all of known history to the bad and to the good simultaneously? the species being socially engineered into split-up parts? Grave New Whirl?

current mood: of now

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Sunday, October 18th, 2009
5:05 am - recent cure for audition

shorthand display only play too narrowly divined t' blend of pay in ordeal another in proportion shall not yet may be unavoidable even desirable in its exit qualities all at once available for you t' sea

current mood: fell back for lack felt the way its kind touch

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Sunday, January 6th, 2008
1:05 am

settle into the approach to Dawn how to approach her? do not worry just visualize that there shall be a more than adequate approach to the screen of flickering light interpret the times when warmth of a laptop gets to be a little bit to much its fan begins to roar reminding of inadequate so far there needs to be more and not just more was a good evening in the studio vibes caught up with me submerged merged science of oneness felt in the abode

current mood: another time is this

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Sunday, October 28th, 2007
9:26 pm

Sparks burst into flame across the sky, smoldering and crackling into the dust. Brightness settles into flame, settled into darkness, and then everything was still. The brightness worried, worried itself into a relapse, and then it was taken down into the cool earth. Blood splashed and frayed at the edges, coolness, silence.

bright stars bright shadows piercing flame bad intentions

intensity of the shining star

piercing bright flame

stab slash into your flesh

Bright sharp star formed into an elongated pick that drives down, pure and perfect, puncturing the clean white flesh, and the berries of life burst fresh and free into the cold air. The death monsters arise and dissipate into the dawn, mythologic interminability. Sometimes when the stars shine, the hunger bites hard into the belly.

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Thursday, October 25th, 2007
3:15 am - welcoming an other in celebration of we eared it just the same diversity

it cut me by its sharpness first written bound me uptight the usual challenge taken aback into paralysis just the peerest beaconing of a glimpse of what east suncovered-up-darknesses their shadows undercover as yet not dared scene however dewrited at the prospect of an other self the tiny darts of light but hardened metal steel aluminum slenders laser-like narrows 'n' arrows eyely appall couldn't stand anymore the disorder the very thing that might change the whole thing up but could not stand behind or in front of any of it nor to the side but sighed cried out for nothing voided like checks into infinity or zero better yet the null set of building blocks

current mood: jolted good

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Tuesday, October 23rd, 2007
10:59 pm

Sharp and blinding like a dozen needles thrown into a million eyeballs the insistent caterpillar crawls with its bladed legs into the flesh, digging around. But it isn't a caterpillar, it's your destiny, and it's eating you alive like a fifth grader with a sack of Halloween candy. Under the table ... Collapse )

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Wednesday, October 24th, 2007
12:16 am - night canvases inked black

influences for example just from this little section discomforting in some degree without a degree come see the two one individual the other inviting others few knew of any invitations and the few who do ran on without resolution made up at reverie painterly a long long way now here the food on neither day therefore the discomfort of not only not having comfort food but not having any food at all on neither day but thankfully for the other days there was food however forgotten and unappreciated so now back to a dark color unnamed in the hot sun no longer but a memory for the seasons roll on

current mood: feelings barraged

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Saturday, October 13th, 2007
1:21 pm - now subject to a slightly later point on the timeline

pen-mouthing another for both the booth and the uncouth for the sake of vermouth was in the other subject to being a/the subject has very recently spaced out into being this modification technically avoiding straight duplication but still discrete worried and concerned got lost got glossed over in t' free t' flee or stay or neither just prior to the ether as bee and the nor as hay t' make as in t' do in contrast t' being just let t' be which seems hardly ever t' be as such but maybe as a consolation at worst not as such thereby leaving a spectrum along which t' pry into further dimensionality having been the last of the other's words is hereby being added to by a reiteration of the what was then the current mood: now the wonder at a sleight plunderblunder leaving the lineperson feeling an unreeling reeling into awkwordednessences unburdening themselves of their quasi-anesthesias

current mood: and now the wonder at wonder itself not itself

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12:47 pm - subject to change into a subject

just a kitten warmed up

current mood: excited to be on the blink of return

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12:36 pm - didn't have a subject before but now....

just a very few for now this now such an impenetrable so let it maybe just as good or even better be open receptive if to nothing else then at least to nothingness emptiness a void of some kind giving space and breath a chance to be reborn thus re-enliven showering their gifts pumping their abstract thus more concrete than concrete blood through innumerable systems never adding up to a stable single system always throwing itself off into some crazy night out or in on the town out there or in there but in either or both caves thrown way the feckless remote though it most certainly in its illusory control mode sound mute visuals abounding

current mood: minutely flowering springs aspiralling

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Sunday, November 6th, 2005
12:05 pm - we in courage

we in courage our cynic colleagues eyely positive fist symbolic encounter punch choir it please instant row sparks way station waste station waste X (censored waste) starling things spy-partner ya got a rope ya got some hope? established place the source of things twenty twenty-one electrocrypt waltzly enflowering justice one bleeding to tremendous gloss of life: extreme takeover

current mood: later but not never

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Sunday, October 9th, 2005
5:48 pm - sumpmsumpm

in these pleasant presents presented to the illusion a warm swarm of invitations glows out to resonances reverieswear t' come undone at every open-door tune it untie da knot in t' what it is 'n' dat ain't sure o' nuttin' maybe some relapsesation 'round here ya ear(?) 'n' yeah dat don't necessarily mean nuttin' 'neither but then again da echo in da joint git goin' in t' somethin' else 'fo' ya know it but all dis clear indication sumpm stirrin' in dare t' itch 'n' twitch 'til it feel it cain't stan' der no mo' git da drip no double ain't but one an' dat be way way too many money just be way o' slayin' boo-hoo-a-yo yo

current mood: bustin'

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Thursday, August 18th, 2005
2:59 am - Orpheus and Eurydice

i don't know if you've read this or not, but i've made a few changes and thought i'd update the community.

Orpheus and Eurydice

i saw tonight the sands of time
swaying back and forth
i heard the dead scream of your bed
chant the rhyms of time

stars eternal watch below
wevers of time sing and sow
a song and prayer for the dead
a requiem for those gone before

i left you there in slumber's care
and made my way back down
the underworld it called my name
oh what a dreadful sound

an elegy for all lost souls
wails in my core of being
not knowing how to hold on more
this a requiem for those gone before

i saw the spirits of the past
congregate in spiraled stair
i walked along the fallen stars
and saw the night was dead and bear

the screamers of death
the listless of living
a somber tone of dying
a requiem for those gone before

i meandered through and bumped into you
you'd said that i had gone
you came so close but were a ghost
and just like that there were none

those not dead should be away
pestelance of earth should not interfere
go back angel to heaven's light
while i sing a requiem for those gone before

i ran from there, screams everywhere
until at last i did find
a stream so deep i fell asleep
and before i knew, it was dawn

peace and thunder some how mix
two collide in a dance of noise and silence
dead bones grind as death chuckles
at a requiem for those gone before

i came awake with an awful shake
but saw you by my side
i kissed you then and with a scare
realized you had gone

cold skin stretched
eyes gone to pale glass
breath is gone from both our lungs
as i scream a requiem for those gone before

it's about the greek myth of orpheus and eurydice his wife... in case you don't know, he was a musician- a good one, and she was his wife. one day eurydice was prancing with some nymphs and she stepped on a poisonous snake- it bit her and she died. if orpheus had been there singing, the snake probably wouldn't have bitten her, but it did, boo hoo, she's in the underworld now. so he goes to the underworld and makes a deal with hades for her soul. hades will let her go back to life on the condition that orpheus plays his harp all the way back and sings without ever looking back. if he makes it, she lives, if he looks back, she goes back down... you'd think it'd be easy enough but NOOOOO! he just has to look back and right when they're almost out of the underworld! (yes, it has an entrance from earth in the story) but he looks back just as he's almost stepping out into the daylight and back she goes... sad yes. anyway, yeah. that's it. one of the interests said literature, so i thought this was nice for it.

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Wednesday, June 15th, 2005
3:22 am - hark! witness versed new arrival aside from moi!!!

celebration time like hallelujah that now there are two of us about t' interweave the mystery of what it shall be as the unknown moment to moment makes itself partially known wonder wonder wonder I most certainly do and eagerly await but now a deeper breath than before in the spirit of welcoming another dear self to the weave whatever that shall come to mean please feel and be free inspired and inspire aspire

current mood: what joy unto bliss

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Friday, June 10th, 2005
5:56 am - well now

well now the inkwell or the whatever other fluidwell here yes is an invitational scent out to all encouragememts to enter into words syllables ideas fragments wholes parts in part apart a part of apart from relations interrelated spellings spilling concealments revealments all taking place in or out of place somewhere inbetwine intertween and sow forthcomminglings interweave

current mood: in the spirit the hopes of a newborn

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